alot has happened
...and we both have moved too tassie. it is so great to be with my family again!!! but now i'm back to living with the fear that if i leave the house that i'm gunna get bashed witch is unfair because i'm not the same person as i was when i was here in the last 2yrs i have change, changed a great deal!!! there is notthing of the old me there!! i am a new different person!! i see what a bad, deceving person i was before and i dont like that person. but i doubt i will ever get the chance too prove that i have changed and i hate the fact people will still judge me as the old me. i wish they would just stop for a min and let me show them that i am a better person and that i am sorry for all the thing's i did and lied about.. but i dont see it happening any time soonNewest Deviations
should i jump?is it worth it? should i jump? would anyone miss me? or just freak out? does anyone really care? or to them am i just not there? how long would it take for them to notice me gone? a year? there has to be somebody here who i can talk to that has felt the way i do and has wanted to die too? it would be easy to just do it now but its a long fall but what if i dont die? and wake up in hospital with everyone around me then what would i be? i dont want anyone to know to every one elce theres nothing wrong with me but in realshould i jump?
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days pass slowlyas the day pass slowly and the weeks creep bydays pass slowly
i find myself obsessing about the ways i could die
i lay awake at night thinking of my pain theres no way it can get better i have nothing left to gain
suddenly thoughts of death are controling my every move and every battle with my mind
i always seem to lose
i no longer want to be around the people that i love all i can think about is what is waiting up above
i manage to keep a straight face when people are around they wouldnt understand me so
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